Every single day I ponder life. I guess I’m just at that age where every day becomes increasing valuable. But along with that is that I know things about life. How is it that I know things? I can’t explain it but I just do. People don’t like it that I know things. It makes them uncomfortable. Why is that? I don’t know what you did last summer. I don’t know what you think about butterflies unless you’re out killing them on purpose but that’s easy to understand. What I know are soul things. I know it sounds like hocus pocus but none the less I do get a sense about people especially those I am close with. It’s an energy.
We are all made of energy, positive and negative, if you don’t believe me look it up. What I know is if your energy is in harmony with your body and mind. Yeah, yeah, I’m full of it, uhhh huhhh. I know that common sense goes a long way if it’s put in use. I know that practicality isn’t used very much at all. I know that people are lost in lies, lights, smoke screens, beliefs, fears, on and on. I know that people want a quick fix in today’s age. People want to “feel” good. I know that because of our big brains we have a hard time listening and even harder time understanding. The Ego of self is a detriment to living a balanced life with soul, mind and body. We focus too much on one or the other and usually get off the path designed for us because “we feel”, “we think” we know better. So many people get caught up in feelings and believe that what they feel is true. So many people get caught up in being so right in their thinking that they make all the excuses or arguments in the world to justify it. It’s as plain as day for me to see this, like a match being lit in a cave. But no one wants to hear it. Know wants to believe it. And it makes my soul grieve.
I have been called stupid, I have been called ignorant, I have been called a know it all. People all I’m doing is sharing the energy that I feel is happening in the space of life around me. It’s not judgmental, it’s not biased, it’s not self-seeking, but I know none the less. That’s not my ego, that’s my soul and soul is made up of energy and I can sense that energy around me. I’m not perfect, not even close and I don’t sense this all the time and with every person. But when it does come, I do know what it is. I may not articulate or share the information very well for a variety of reasons but it’s still there.
What is so hard, especially with people who should know better, is that they choose to not know. They choose to not see. They choose to be caught up in bondage and that makes me very sad. Those who have never had their eyes open I can totally get the glaze that fills their eyes. Yet I believe every single person has the opportunity in this short lifetime to be free with soul awareness. But few ever choose it. And a few that have had an awareness, an awakening don’t let it take root and some even go backwards and forget who they are. I know this, my soul is in communion with this, and the message is the single most difficult thing in the universe to share. I know.
To See Or Not To See 